azeixal

Hey, it's been a while since I've done anything on here. Hope everyone's doing well. I got a mac a couple years ago for college, and about a year ago my main computer crashed so now this is the only one I've got. For drawing, I mostly use an Adobe program my friend gave me a while ago, and I thought I would be satisfied with it, but there are some things on it you just can't do in the same way you can in Sai (such as the blur tool, I HATE how the blur works in the adobe program I've got, because it DOESN'T). Anyway, I've been trying to get my main computer fixed so I can get everything that was on it back, but the odds aren't looking good.

I'm fine- I'm in yhe hospital but I'm fine

Depression tw So, sorry I haven't been around much, or very active in anything really. I'm going through some issues right now (actually have been for a while, but they've been culminating I guess, aha), and it takes a lot more to get me motivated for things lately. I don't know why, it just kinda does- I find I'm reluctant to do things I used to really enjoy, even though I know I'd still enjoy them. This has kinda been on and off since I was little, but it's getting worse, coupled with anxiety from an overload of college work and little to no time leftover in my schedule as well as with dysphoria about multiple things. I'm guessing it's de